I will admit I sometimes doubt the need to put in the work on this blog.
Sure, it is fun to share the stuff, but I am not trying to build up my own ego. This is part of the journey I am on with my sexuality. The journey started fucked up beyond belief in my early life, took many twists and turns, and ironically now that I am most "twisted" I am also the most happy and fulfilled.
This blog has become a celebration of just how far I have come.
And yet, some days it is hard to keep up.
I love to make my husband my first priority in all things. And if it works out the way we all hope it does, my pup will be as well. I don't want to neglect what is important in my life.
I have a horrendous work schedule. I just did three days of 13-14 hours each. And going to get on a plane tomorrow for 7 days more just like those. Time is hard to come by.
And while I have a pretty damn fortunate life, it is often hard not to sometimes become jealous of the fortunes of others. I don't want to lost sight of who I am.
Sometime I wonder if I take on too much. I get stressed and emotional sometimes, and I have to admit I am tempted to take a break, or even toss in the towel all together.
And then, someones decides to send me something like this: